Hello to anyone who cares to read this, my day was ok enough. Everything was just as pathetic and boring as the day before. It's funny sometimes how much we can anticipate trivial things for no reason. For example I was hoping that someone would drive to my house and say, "hello" and we would go hang out. I was almost positive that this was going to happen. I was so positive that I didn't do anything but sit there and wait. Just wait for nothing. That is so fucking stupid to waste my life like that but at the time it seemed so important. It is days like today that make the lyrics in my newest song ring true "I am lost like tears in the rain, Infinintly lost, and it's calling me"